It isn't easy, to be happy... But I'm trying! It's so much things what make me sad and pessimistic...
I want test new way: I will write what made me happy today. The whole day I followed my feelings and I remembered this feelings.
One time some man told me that I am the unusual girl. In his opinion I can be happy from small things. But my problem is that I saw that the other people looked for big pleasure so I tried to be same like they and I bottled up my ''big plus''. The man what I'm talking about is a therapist, masseur and psychologist in one person. I had to visited him because my problems with my back were unbearable. He told me that everything is about my psyche! I came to realize that I'm so stupid, I destroy my body. And that was the moment I decided to change my life!
What have made me happy today:
this book from the library:
A from my test
return to school (it's a bit strange)
packet in my post box - there was a beautiful cluch bag from ASOS:
This is the primary, but there was so much a little things what made me happy: smiles, sunrise, sunny day what was today, yoga, French etc.
AND: I thing that this things are also important, maybe most important than the cluch bag, A from my test...
Finish for today: Perceive everything around you!! Everything can make you happy!
I must remember and when I will have a poor moment I must remind it.
Some beautiful pictures:
MY BEAUTIFUL DOG
MY BEAUTIFUL CATS
